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[personal profile] ricochetingbullets 2024-11-21 10:38 am (UTC)(link)
Dex had not been enjoying his first week at high school. He hadn't even seen the point to going. He hadn't been to a real school in eight years and that was practically a lifetime for a sixteen year old. But when he'd tried to protest to Dr. Mercer, all she'd told him was that he needed to learn how to socialize in the real world and how to "control himself." He knew what she meant. This was an experiment to see if he could keep from letting his psychopathy rule his thoughts and cause him to act out. If it didn't work out, he'd be right back to spending a majority of his time in the psychiatric institute where he'd spent half his life now.

Dex hadn't possessed high hopes for what high school could be like but it was even worse than he'd expected. He felt like there was some sort of invisible signal all teens gave off like radio airwaves. But if everyone else's was tuned into FM, Dex's was AM, and they could all somehow sense that about him. He was too socially awkward and too weird for the other teenagers. Dex felt like he was always saying or doing the exact wrong thing he shouldn't have when he was interacting with his peers.

He thought making friends would be impossible. He'd consider it to be lucky if he could just get the teasing and bullying to stop. While he hadn't taken it lying down by any means, Dex hadn't gone quite so far as to get into any fights. He couldn't be sure of if he'd have enough control to stop before he seriously hurt or even killed anyone he got into one with. If that happened, he knew for certain he would never get back into the real world. Much as Dr. Mercer loved him, he knew she also had an ethical duty to protect people from him, for only she knew just how dangerous he could be.

So for the most part he'd spent the past five days being miserable, feeling far more isolated and alone then he'd felt in years. It was easy to be on his own when that was what he wanted. It was far harder when that was his assigned position in the social pecking order. He dug around in his locker for the book he needed for his next class. As with his room back at the institute, it was neat and orderly so he could easily find everything. As he pulled his Calculus book out, he felt like there was someone looking at him.

He looked up directly into the eyes of a stunningly beautiful girl with the most vivid pair of green eyes he'd ever seen. His whole mind and body froze up, complete with his schoolbook still only pulled out of his locker halfway. Dex eventually remembered this was the moment where he was supposed to say something so he didn't come off as a weirdo just staring at someone. "Hi," he eventually managed. "Aren't you in my English class?"
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[personal profile] ricochetingbullets 2024-11-22 10:38 am (UTC)(link)
Dex was trying very hard not to have his voice crack when he spoke back. She was really pretty and he was having trouble remembering how to think properly. "Do you sit in the back?" That would explain why he hadn't noticed her before now. Dex had been spending most of his classes trying hard just to follow along with everything the teacher was saying. On the plus side, trying to keep up meant there had been absolutely no opportunity for him to be bored in class, which he knew was the worst sort of state for him to get into.

"Yeah. It's my first week here," Dex confirmed. Frankly, he was just about ready to throw in the towel and go back to just being tutored at the institute instead of trying anymore of this "social interaction." It just wasn't worth the hassle he was going through on a daily basis.
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[personal profile] ricochetingbullets 2024-11-29 10:31 am (UTC)(link)
Ava was so pretty it kept taking Dex a few more seconds than it would have to follow the flow of the conversation, especially between her twirling her hair and her smile. "I...I can do that," he finally got out once he realized what she was asking and quickly moved towards Ava's locker, trying not to stumble over his own two feet. He'd never used a locker before in his life until he'd come to high school but he'd found it easy enough to open them up.

Plus if he did this, it meant he'd get to spend more time with Ava as they walked to their next class. He had absolutely no idea she wasn't really in it and frankly he was just glad to finally be talking to someone who didn't want to make fun of him either for his awkward ways or just his unusual last name.
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[personal profile] ricochetingbullets 2024-12-08 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
He carefully turned the lock until he heard the final click and then swung the door open for Ava. Her own locker looked a lot more messy than his own, but then 95% of teenagers were not nearly as meticulous about keeping things neat as Dex was.

Dex couldn’t quite remember the name of what they were supposed to be reading, so he looked down at his books, sorting through them until he found the right title. “Medea,” he told her. Unlike some of his classmates, Dex actually did read through the assigned reading. It wasn’t like he had much else to do at the institute, not being involved in any extracurricular activities or the like.

When he looked back up at Ava, he found himself staring at her again. Look, this was the first pretty girl he’d spoken to in years and he had no idea how to react. “I like your hair,” he finally blurted out, noting that for some odd reason she had three pigtails instead of just two.
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[personal profile] ricochetingbullets 2024-12-30 11:11 am (UTC)(link)
Dex started to walk to his next class. He was going much slower than he normally did. Usually, he got there early and found a spot in the back of the class he could hide away in. Minding his own business seemed like the best way to just get through the day without ending up with someone mocking him yet again for his strange last name or his odd way of doing, well, everything.

But now he didn't want to. Dex just wanted to spend time with Ava and get to know her better. He'd never talked this long with a pretty girl before. Hell, he hadn't really talked with any of his peers this long since he'd started going to high school period. "Tell them they are completely wrong with that idea. You should keep it long. It looks nice that way."

He tried to think of something next to say. "Uh, what's your name?" He said, trying not to speak so fast it all came out sounding like one word as 'whatsyourname?'. He was only partially successful.
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[personal profile] ricochetingbullets 2025-02-14 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
"My name is Dex." He wasn't about to explain how it was a nickname or anything like that because explaining his full name situation usually led to someone teasing him about his last one. Teenagers were utter assholes that way. Fortunately, Ava had seemed alright with only giving her first one out too.

He realized that the bell had rung and a look of dismay came over his face. "Come on then. Let's go!" He grabbed Ava's arm without even thinking and dragged her along until they were at the door of the English class. He yanked the door open and pulled her inside before they could both end up being counted as tardy. He didn't want anything getting back to Dr. Mercer that might have affected his ability to keep going to school. Even if he wasn't happy with her decision, stronger was the desire not to disappoint her.
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[personal profile] ricochetingbullets 2025-02-28 10:05 am (UTC)(link)
Dex fortunately missed the sight of Ava's form blurring behind her as he only glanced back once they'd gotten to class and were safely inside so that they wouldn't be counted tardy. Normally, he would have gone for a seat near the front of the class. Dex enjoyed the actual learning part of going to school even if the social aspect had sucked. But right now he wanted to maybe get the chance to keep talking to Ava and he couldn't do that if they were right in front of the teacher.

So he took a seat in the back and was delighted when Ava sat in the one next to him one row over. He smiled a little at the fact she wanted to stay close to him too. He pulled out the binder where he kept all the assignments, the notebook he diligently took down all the notes in, and a pouch he kept all pens, pencils, and highlighters in. He would have been more upset over his set-up having been a source of mockery quite a few times for the other students to engage in if having it all so thoroughly organized hadn't been allowing him to easily complete all the assignments. After he was done pulling everything out, he snuck another shy look over in Ava's direction.
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[personal profile] ricochetingbullets 2025-04-18 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
Normally, it was easy for Dex to focus on the teacher and what she was saying. But right now, it was a bit of a struggle with Ava right next to him. He was distracted in a way he'd never really felt before, something that was so curious he made a mental note of it to discuss with his mom during their next session.

He watched as Ava wrote him a note and slipped it towards him. Dex peeled it open and peered at the writing. He took his own pen and scribbled out a response in his neat handwriting. Yeah. I'd like that. Then he passed it back over towards Ava again when he was sure the teacher wasn't looking.
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[personal profile] ricochetingbullets 2025-06-09 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Dex was disappointed when he saw that Ava was leaving. He watched her walk out the door and then it closed behind her. For a few minutes, the students continued to whisper about her. Dex didn't really pay much attention to what they were saying. High school gossip didn't interest him nearly half as much as Ava herself did. The rest of the lesson just flew right on by because he couldn't pay any attention to it, and for once, his notes were less than thorough.

For lunch, Dex had been eating in the library for the past week, not willing to subject himself to eating lunch alone at one of the tables in the cafeteria, and make it fully clear how much of a pariah he was without any friends to talk to. He went to his usual spot in the library once it and started eating slowly, casting glances around hoping that he'd see Ava again.